Have you ever felt (nope, not like a plastic bag) that sometimes you care too much?
Have you ever felt that sometimes you're the only one caring?
Whenever this happens to me, I have this (bad) habit of assuring myself that the next time round, it'll be you who'll miss me. It'll be you who'll crave for my presence.
But more often than not, I always let my real feelings come in the way. And then it's just a viscous cycle of me caring too much, me being upset, me being determined to not care any more, me caring too much etc...
Many a times, I make "bad" decisions as well. Not really, because many times I don't execute them. But I'm sure I'm not the only one who thinks about making "bad" choices whenever I'm down or angered. Rebellious choices actually. However, like I said, they usually just occur in my thoughts.
In fact, I'm curious why and how people automatically think of making "bad" choices when their anger is triggered. There must be some explanation.. (hmm psychology hmm)
In a relationship, it's a push-pull effect. Finding the equilibrium but it never stays constant.
