Thoughts: 21/3 02:18

I don't want your sugar coated words.
I don't want your nice words.
I don't want what you think I want.

I want your honest words.
I want your genuineness.
I want what you can give me.

Don't say what you are not confident of achieving.
Don't give empty promises.
Don't say things just to make me happy.

I'm scared. I still am. I'm not gonna lie.
I'm grateful for you not giving up on me.
But sometimes I wished you'd just give up on me, if you would, earlier than later.
I don't want to go through the same thing twice.
I can't.

People change. They do. It's inevitable but it's not an excuse, or reason, to do so.

Not saying it doesn't equate to not feeling it.
Not saying it doesn't mean it is non-existent.
Some things just don't have to be said.
And so what if it's said? It means nothing until it's justified.

With every beam of light, a shadow follows.
Don't let the dark consume you more than it already does.
Remember that.